First of all, sorryyyyy for the lack in updates. Alrdy not enuff time for sleep, for my fav 9pm shows, movie-ing, chit-chatting, let alone to blog. So my apologies to frens hu still bother to check out my site all these while to see if i'm still surviving.
Ok i'm supposed to sound damn pissed in tis post. As u all noe, lately i'm fully occupied by the projects. To make things worse, i'm wrking wif a grp of gals hu dun do their portion of wrk and still dare make so much noise. The sweh-est part is i've gt 2 more projects wif them, so i'm stuck wif them!! I'm not gonna wrk wif them anymore aft tis sem and i'll warn my coursemates to siam them at all cost. They gg to be blacklisted.
Luckily one of the project deadline for tis wk has been postponed, if not really ha-leh-loo-ya.. I tink i've reached a new high level of lack of sleep, so perhaps like wat pf say, nxt stage is gg to be hallucinations.. The project i submitted today, 96% is done by me n hz. The remaining 4 percent is distributed among the other 3 gals in my grp. One of them did slightly more than the rest, so she gt 2% worth of contribution. Alrdy my foundation is like so weak (shld smack myself for not studying hard, pls scold me), so can u imagine this project i gt so mani doubts and questions. Yet, my grp members are not the ones i can approached for help or consult them when i've quieries. Sick of their nonsense.
Leader and jean upon knowing our plight haf been rather helpful. THANK YOU! But cant possibly every small little thing oso go running to them.. Like i've mentioned, everybody is busy like hell. I'm sure they gt their own things to do.. So dun really wish to trouble them too much. Hence the strategy i've adopted is "diversification of questions". I've diversified my questions to ard 4-5 coursemates on my side. THANK YOU! Hz even gt her senior to help us a little. (I tink she better offer herself to him buy him a meal or sthg.. coz he has been a great help to us.)
Seems like those who came to know abt tis, urged me to notify the prof. Coz we shouldnt condone such behaviour..
First is rabbit, nw there's tis gals.. hur.. smtimes doing project wif grpmates, really nid to open eyes wide.. dun wrk wif the wrg pple.. if not u'll the one to suffer..
PS: "Rabbit" is a gal we nicknamed her coz she didnt come for proj discussion and her reason is she nid to feed her rabbit or dunno wat.. 4gt alrdy.. only rem is related to rabbit.. Wat a good reason rite..
A called tis morning to ask if i wanna go IT fair together. In my hoarse voice (haha! Coz i was still sleeping. I slept ard 5am coz, amazingly i was v awake yest), I replied a "gif me 5 mins to consider n i call u back later ok"
Haiiiiizzz actually i really feel like gg, to check out some gadgets like mp3 player and printer etc. I tot of gg only to the fair den aft tat ps A and company of frens to come back home to do my wrk. But i heard its v crowded there so i supposed at least half a day will b gone by e time i come back home..
And i tink there will b a high probability tat i might end up hanging out whole day if they tempt me wif other activities. Samore i noe i've gotta rush sthg out for some of my projects today. So my conclusion, better stay at home n guai guai do my wrk.
No time to watch my fav shows or interesting movies tat r screening nwadays..
Oh well, sm pple say when one isnt good at expressing themselves wif words, he/she like to draw to depict their feelings. Errr.. If u haf been traumatized by my online artwrk b4 the honour of witnessing my artistic talent when I anyhow draw on msn using tat scribble function icon b4, u'll definitely prefer tis better i promise.
I've painted my emotions and is open to each individual's interpretation. Tis is such an interesting way of expression, perhaps I'll show u guys more of such stuff in my future entries when i learn to draw better ok! Heh heh!
I've actually painted sthg randomly juz nw. Quite fun. Was pondering which drawing shld i show u all, in e end, i deleted all e hilariously ugly yet creative drawings. Yea i did spare a tot for ur eyes..
Hence, I'm left wif only tis painting. Hmm aft clicking on e following website, perhaps u'll like to set to the fastest speed for viewing. (Unless u'r super patient to follow the slow pace) SURPRISE! Click here.
Pig out at her plc for her bday celeb today. A break away frm e busy projects on hand. Yeah the attendance today is v gd. V happy!
Hope rong enjoy herself today too though we seem 2 b the ones playing heartily while she doing proj.. so poor thing..
Though her beloved is not in spore 2 celeb her bday wif her tis yr, i tink he is real thoughtful n sweet to actually come up wif sthg 2 surprise rong. And me being e cupid angel, granting his wish! hahaha!
A couple wks ago, he contacted me n told me abt his plan. I was given e mission to help him buy a necklace or earrings. I then went to check out at a few stores of those selected designs he chosen online. Apparently most of e designs he chosen were alrdy sold out and those designs which r available din seemed to b very nice. Hence i didnt buy..
To rong: Your beloved doubted me n ask if i got taste anot coz he wanted to get u sthg tat u'll really like it. Hmphhh hw dare he doubt my taste! Hence i promised him to get sthg tat i'll like it so much till i almost dun wan 2 gif u. LOL!
Luckily i didnt buy.. coz he changed his decision on the very day aft i went to check out those jewelleries. He wanted to inform me urgently to get a new bag for rong to replace her present spoilt bag instead, but had a diff time contacting me. Hee coz i saw some weird numbers.. dare not ans.. Tink he called using a few numbers b4 i decided to ans one of e call in e end.
He muz b feeling v anxious when no news coming frm me for e past 1 wk. Bcoz i realised he send a couple of emails nagging asking if i've gotten ur present, at e same time feeling paiseh coz he noe we r all busy wif projects lately. It was till yest i went to meet zhen n ting in town aft the site visit for my proj to get e bag.
Hmmmmm.. i'm wondering if he'll feel i've under-spent. Coz he gif quite a big price range for the bday present actually! So shuang kuai leh!
I was introduced to tis webby which is rather interesting. Try tis. click here
Here's my analysis results.
Liyun has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. She seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.
Liyun seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Liyun on a team, because she will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Liyun if she is not careful.
I practise democracy n respect everyone's opinion. If wat u say make sense 2 me, y shld i object. The issue here is, convince me but not being too over-bearing pls.
Liyun is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.
Not being over dependent on pple is gd but i dunno if i can survive being a loner anot. Though there r times i wish i haf moments to myself, wif no distraction n interuption..
Liyun is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
haha.. jacki used to say my sarcasm can b very funny at times
Someone once told Liyun that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. She also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Liyun is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem.
Who dare say tat in my face, i'll box tat person. LOL! Not setting goals too high, risking failure? I'm juz tryin b realistic. I dun e feeling of disappointment.
Liyun's self-concept is artificially low. She is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Liyun to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Liyun is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
Biggest barrier.. hmm..
In reference to Liyun's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Liyun slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
I tink is bcoz i procrastinate too much tat make me finish my wrk later rather than is due to scrutinizing e tiny details. Haizzzz my sickening projects!!
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Liyun can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Deh! Wrong.. I dun tink so..
Liyun will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Yar dun force me 2 say is nice when it obviously isnt so. But i wun say is ugly either. I'll say it isnt v nice. Hahaha..
Liyun uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
Uh huh.. A bit of yes and no. I wonder if i'm being over rational at times.
The circumstances when Liyun does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far.
Oh tis sound like i very 记仇. But dun worry, i tink i oso very 记恩.
She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.
Haha.. remaining calm whenver i meet ah siao, since i've gt plenty of encounters all these while?
Liyun will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly.
The importance of being alone at times..
In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.
Liyun is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
Juz received a call frm an unknown siao. Scary leh..
Him: Hey bao bei, 在忙啊?
Me: Uh huh.. 请问你是谁？
Him: wah lau.. 这样快就忘了我. 宝贝, rem?
I dun rem i gt frens calling me bao bei 1 lor.. Only gt a private joke abt me being somebdy's bao bei, known to a few of u out there. Initially i tot is half man trying 2 fake me, but tis person gt a bit of M accent, so cant be.
I ask if he has called e wrg person or who is he looking for, but he didnt want to ans my qns. Instead he said i bo sim n keep harping on e bao bei thing and said sthg which let me cfm he is not my fren!!
He claimed tat he used 2 gif me morning calls in e past.
Hahahaha! As most of u shld noe, i dun haf e habit of asking frens, esp guys, to gif me morn calls. I can vividly rem only 2 pple doing tat b4.
Idiot prankster.. call n disturb me.. Tok so much crap n make me almost believe tat my memory gt tat jialat till i cant even rem who is tat. I noe lately i've been blabbering a lot of nonsense, coz of e lack of sleep n haven fully recover, so wasnt tinking clearly at times. But i dun tink gt tat bad till all e things tis person said, n i cant rem a single thing.
Cant stand all e disgusting things tat tis 变态 wanna tell his bao bei. He cant stop so i decided 2 hang up on him.
Wats happening manz.. wif all these weird encounters lately. Yucks..
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FD3
Went to catch tis show early in morn 2day. Somehw i dun tink is tat fantastic as wat sm of my frens haf told me and i tot FD2 is better. Perhaps e high expectations prior watching e show, make me kinda disappointed aft watching.
But yar i agree, is gruesome. I dun tink i dare 2 take roller coaster rides nw, horrifying images will surface...
Yar lah!! FD3 not as nice as FD2.. FD3 tell u how they die... den not nice liaoz... not like FD2 where u haf to read the clues that are given last minute... And i think the director focus too much on making them die in a gruesome way.. :S
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