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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

饮水思源

Tis r e 4 wrds tat Mrs Ho wants us 2 remember. Read frm e papers a few days ago tat she'll b retiring tis yr. If i'm not wrg, e sch's gonna hold a farewell tribute to her 2day. Frankly, all e while i dun feel much sense of belonging at ny despite spending 3 yrs there. BUT really a big BUT, i muz emphasize tat i'm definitely grateful to Mrs Ho.

I will always rem tat very fateful day when i received my a levels results. I did badly, n even gt a D7 for gp. Speaking of gp, reminds me of mrs chng. I oso wun 4get her, for always mentioning my name in class making me so damn paiseh!! And i always haf 2 go n c her v frequently, either aft class or watever, coz she always say my essay is too short. Yes i noe i noe, till nw even my essays still short lah. I understand tat she's worried 4 me but she had definitely contributed a lot 2 my stress level den. All rite, out of point here.

Cont frm e part where i gt my lousy results on tat fateful day. Frm wat i still rem abt tat incident. I was standing outside e general office. Forgt if gladys or e rest were nearby. Guess i was stonning away n i wonder when did mrs ho appear beside me. She asked hw i've fared. Without saying a word, i only showed her my results.

She said, "Is alrite. You have done ur best. So wat plans do u haf in mind nw? Retake?"

I was rather hesitant. Feeling kinda confused and hopeless, mixed feelings at tat pt of time.

I just replied, "I dunno."

Mrs Ho: "Try again, dun gif up. The sch will always b willing 2 gif u a chance if u wish 2 retake. Come back and the teachers here will help u." (At tat moment i only recall e kinda stress mrs chng once given me is bad enuff)

Me: "But.. tat will mean i'm gg 2 waste a year."

Mrs Ho: "You r wrg if u tink so. Spending a yr more on ur studies shldnt b tot as wasting time. When u've graduated, u'll get 2 wrk till u'r real old. Perhaps u'll even wish 2 study more den wanting 2 wrk when u'r older. So wats e big deal of spending a yr more studying and a yr less wrking?"

And aft which i tink some other students approached her or smbody asked 4 her so she left. Her words of wisdom really strike me. Actually besides e part abt wasting time n money if i retake e exams, another thing holding me back 2 retake e exams is courage.

Nevertheless, I'm glad tat i did heed mrs ho's wrds. Though i've ended up having a love-hate relationship wif e class tat i went to. Haha! (Perhaps i'll elaborate tis another time when i 心血来潮) Tat was sthg probably e most unforgettable thing tat haf happened 2 me @ ny.

Hereby, i sincerely thank mrs ho n i wish her a happy retirement. She's indeed one of e nicest principals i've met. If i didnt retake my a levels den, i wonder wat wld i be doing nw? Hmm however, 1 thing's 4 sure. I wun b revising for my last paper which is tmr!

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 11:37 AM

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

知道得越多不一定是件好事

几天前在车上听了灵芝的‘说说而已‘后，有了些小感触。

她说人往往都是在知道了一些不该知道的事后，才感到困惑或不开心。

有时可以说是自找的，有时却是在你完全没防备又没有选择的情况下，得知了那不该知道的事。

听了她这么一句话，想起了一些在近年来曾经发生过的事。

不禁在想，是啊，有时如果不知道某些事好像会比知道还要好。

我有了几个‘因为’的想法。

因为知道了，而开始玩起猜测游戏。（浪费时间）

因为知道了，有时会失望，会难过。（费了神又受了伤）

因为知道了，就会少了那份惊喜，而多了一份期望。（结果变失望）

因为知道了，还得装着不知道。

如果不善于伪装情绪，有时就会很容易被人看穿在想些什么。

所以，不知道未必是件坏事。因为会替你省了好多不必要的麻烦。

也许这时在读着的你，会觉得这样的想法好啊Q，因为那是一种逃避现实的行为。

哈哈，也许吧。

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 12:02 AM

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Is this song for ME? Hehehe

posted by Anonymous
9:01 AM, November 29, 2005

Honeyyyyyyyyyy. Nxt time i sing 4 u, will b better!! 独家首播！Whahahaa!

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10:33 PM, November 29, 2005

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Monday, November 28, 2005

Concert Updates

Yes pple, i've gt e tix already. Thanks for showing such enthusiasm and interest even when u'r not e one gg for e concert hor. Making it such a frenzy issue and making me so gan geong. Haha!

Went dwn 2 the sistic @ j8 2day aft my paper. I bought e 128 in e end. So aft discount is $110.80. Nice number. I'm given e choice whether 2 choose my own seats or e system select for me. I've gt no idea hws e seats view gonna be like, hence let fate decides. The system help me pick e best available seatings. And it picked nice numbers anyway. Seat no. 6, 7, 8 and Row 9. With such nice lucky numbers......

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 10:32 PM

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dun tell mi u gonna buy 4D or toto using these numbers??? hahahah

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1:16 AM, November 29, 2005

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

THE FEELING OF HEART ACHING

Damn it!! I juz realised tat 1208 came out as consolation last nite!!! JL was telling me a few days ago only tat he's buying 4D, hence i casually ask him wats e num he buying. He said 2018 n add tat 2801 juz came out 2 saturdays ago. When he was telling me tat time i find the no. kinda familiar, its only when on tat same night my mama was complaining my numbers always jump here n there, den i recognise tat e no. JL was saying coincides with my ic number! And i used 2 buy 1802 coz tats e date a yr plus ago, where i gt my driving licence! I din follow up on tat number, since i dun buy 4D frequently.

But i'm so dui now. Becoz yest at mac, i actually tot of tis number yet i didnt buy!! I wld haf buy as i-bet if i include tat number yest coz i shade i-bet on e bet slip. The only consolation i can tink of is, even if i did buy i wldnt haf won much since is i-bet. Arghhhhh..

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 9:00 AM

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

DIDNT MEAN 2 MAKE U FEEL FAT. REALLY, I SOMPA!!

Tis morn when i woke up (surprisingly i still able 2 get up at 9+ despite sleeping ard 5am), saw yan's fren in our rm. Woo~ Their graduation ball will b held at swissotel nxt wed. Was telling ty abt it last nite too n he said if yan n her frens wanna stay a night mayb can help her get staff discount. But i dun tink her frens will want, coz they scrimping like mad for tis prom so dun tink they'll wan spend a night there.

Very luckily for yan, she dun haf 2 spend much, coz she can wear my dress! Whahaha! Tat black halter dress i wore for e prom at RTC. Initially she was rather unwillingly 2 wear tat dress coz feeling uneasy without e need 2 wear bra. Hahaha yea i haf e same kinda uneasiness too back then. Den mama n me keep saying she look so pretty in tat dress, in e end she decided 2 wear tat. Haha she's so gullible rite! But actually is true tat she look gd in tat dress, even nicer on her den on me, mayb coz she's taller.

Oh i was saying yan's fren was at my hse tis morn is bcoz she wanted 2 borrow tat tailored-made dress tat caren wore for her prom, so came over 2 try out. Unfortunately, it didnt fit her. Last nite, yan gt mention if her fren can borrow another dress of mine, e one tat my uncle bought for me for his wedding. But i said NO! Reason v simple, rem i was saying my mood wasnt gd last nite. Yup tats y i said no. Hahaha! So in e end she asked caren. Hence tis morn when i saw her fren like so disappointed cant fit caren's dress, me feeling kinda sorry for her, decided 2 lend her my dress.

In e end... I tink i make her feel so upset. Coz she cant fit tat dress. Kinda tight n too short. Initially when she cant fit caren's, she is already q disappointed, den mine oso cant fit, so is like "double blow". She feel tat she's v fat. And my stupid sis still gif her nickname. Keep calling her fat ass. V naughty n mean. My sis is like tat, smtimes she can b damn straightforward n low EQ at times, dunno hw 2 c situation one leh, pple so sad liao still rub salt into wound.

Den i was kinda guilty coz i've indirectly make her so sad so i tried hard n look through wardrobe but as u all noe, i seldom wear dress so v naturally i oso dun haf tat many suitable dresses or gowns 2 lend her. Luckily her fren managed 2 borrow a dress frm their classmate so dun haf 2 buy. But yan tell me her fren nw feel so fat. Perhaps i shldnt haf offered her 2 try my dress in e 1st place.

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 11:40 PM

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Insomnia

Cant get 2 Zzzzz. Feeling so awake yet i dun wish 2 do any studying. Latest updates of e concert is tat e $198 tix all sold out! Power sia.. Earlier on when i was online, quite a few of frens were asking me abt e concert. Thks for ur feedback! I'll let u guys noe when i've gt e tix. And i quite like e idea of taking part in a contest hoping 2 win a tix n selling it so tat can earn back some cash. Haha! If there's any such contest, let me noe. Anyway, aft sm tinking, guessed i'm gonna end up getting e 128. Coz even IF i want 2 get 168, i dun tink ting wanna spend tat amt. Upon reading tis line, her eyes probably opened twice as big as e usual size, or heart skipped a beat. Haha.. Dun worry i'm not getting 168.

Frankly speaking, i really dun mind e concert alone. Coz ultimately i'm still enjoying myself. I dun wish 2 ask frens 2 go 2 the concert for e purpose of accompanying me more than being so excited able 2 go stef's concert like myself. Tats e reason y i dun c e point in asking pple like dao tai or xn coz i noe they wun wan 2 go. Hahaha!

And ty totally shocked me when i noe wat tix he's intending 2 get
Here's an excerpt of our conversation juz nw

ty: R u all getting e $198 ah?

Me: 198 sold out liao loh.. So r u gg?

ty: When izzit huh?

Me: Nxt jan, but is sat. Will u b wrking?

ty: Eh can get off wat. Oh ok count me in. So $198 sold out, hw abt $168?

Me: u wan 168?? Hmm prob getting 128

ty: Huh y? Later u get block den u noe.

Me: I'm not tat rich like u lor, can so shuang kuai say get e 198!

ty: Haha den u wan me pay 4 u?

Me: Haha yes!!

And we broke into long laughter. HahahaHahhahaha!

ty: K lah k lah, 128 den 128 lor. Watever seats u wanna get juz dun get e cheapest. When cfm den tell me. I transfer $ to u.

Me: Wei!! Hw come u not e one booking?

ty: Aiya i'm busy leh.. U bk or i bk same lah. Since u and ting haven cfm.

Me: $!@*^#?<#

Haha.. Anyway e last line wasnt in our conversation juz nw. In e end, the reason y he cant bk is bcoz he is busy wooing gals n struggling wif 3 jobs. Always like tat, typical of guys - you yi xing den will become mei ren xing. But e way he so shuang kuai say wanna go, i'm q skeptical abt tat. Never check schedule den say can go liao. Tsk.. And perhaps i'm in a bad mood juz nw, which i dun tink is worth mentioning e cause of it, i keep splashing cold water on him when he keep boasting gt gals interested in him. Hahaha! Cant stand his yaya tone.

Okie enuff, finally feeling sleepy. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 4:58 AM

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hahahah......i muz say u really really really noe me man!!!! if its *** (nos.)de concert den i ll buy e most ex tix+e back pass!!! wahah!!!!

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12:25 AM, November 28, 2005

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Listen Up!

Yanzi will be holding her concert nxt yr, 14th Jan at Spore Indoor Stadium!! Woohoo.. I'm so happy n excited at e tot of it. Was wondering who will be as excited as me so tat i can break tis news 2 juz nw, but decided 2 post it here in e end. But prob i'll have 2 msg ty n yy aft i'm done wif my exams nxt wk (i wonder if they still wanna go. Haha..) since they dun read my blog n thus probably haven get 2 noe abt it.

I've checked out, is a SATURDAY! Yeah no lessons! Tix priced at $198(wow wow wow), $168, $128, $98 and $68. Although i feel like gg 4 e wow wow wow seat, which is $198, i dun tink i dare 2 spend so much at one go. My a/c will go into depression if i do so. Unless my toto.. Haha.. So most prob gg for e $128. The view shld b not too bad lah rite? Anybody went for any concerts held at Spore Indoor stadium b4? Do u all tink e $128 view will b okie? Anyone interested 2 go too?

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 7:18 PM

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U wanna go ar.. u actually can change the seats at sistic website.. they will show u the drawing of where $128 seats are at..

posted by Anonymous
5:47 PM, November 24, 2005

i mean check not change in my above msg..

posted by Anonymous
5:51 PM, November 24, 2005

yup yup i wanna go badly. Hahaha! Izzit?? I'll check out how's e seats layout at sistic then. Thanks!!

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10:58 PM, November 24, 2005

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Brrrrr..........

Weather's turning cold. Been raining whole day long.. Freaking cold even wif e jacket on but i'm loving it. Haven had such cooling weather in spore 4 a long long time already. Too bad it isnt cold enuff 2 start snowing, if not i can wear trench coat, gloves, mufflers n boots. Haha.. And i miss my cw peeps, haven seen them 4 smtime. Gonna ask them out during dec holis.

When i reached home, guess wat? Mama had prepared curry fish head 4 dinner. Is so damn nice 2 eat piping hot curry in tis cold weather. Yummy yummy. U all wan some? The nxt time when u see me online tell me okie.

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Monday, November 21, 2005

I miss BI lessons!!

Bumped into Ibu novi at Arts 2day n she asked if i'm taking BI 2 tis sem. When she greet me "apa kabar"(hw r u?) i was like stunned. Dunno hw 2 reply in BI at tat instant. The only reply tat came 2 my mind is "kurang baik"(feeling bad), coz tat line often used by leader in e past. In e end, i juz reply in english. Can u imagine if Ibu keep toking in BI, i'll faint ah. Haha.. Language really requires regular practice, if not aft a period of time will get rusty.

Den Ibu asked me 2 consider taking BI2 nxt sem. Hahaha! But i told her last sem wrk so hard e best grade is juz B+ leh, no confidence taking higher level, plus is time consuming. And i tink i'll die at the listening compre. Still rem some of e stupid ans i wrote last time. Haha i shld haf reminded Ibu 2day. Though i tink i enjoy those BI lessons n role plays v much, so fun. Some classmates v funny too, always make e lessons filled wif laughters.

PS: I asked hws her baby doing, she say v gd, 5 mths old liao. She was in sch wif her daughter, Claris(if i rem correctly). So shy so cute!

Selamat Malam! (Gd nite!) Ok, i din exactly forget everything.

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 11:30 PM

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

WARNING: Beware Of Jerks!

Went back 2 sch tis morn 2 do some studying wif e gals. Not bad, acomplished quite a deal of wrk. We went genki n munchie for our lunch n dinner repectively. I tink sakae will b better, or perhaps other genki outlets r better den the one @ campus. Coz the one which we went 2day haf so limited variety of sushi n dun really taste tat fantastic. But 4 of us ate quite a lot, nxt time we can go for sushi buffet elsewhere.

Hohoho Santa G (nice name leh!) told me some of the symptoms most mean jerks out there have in common. I feel so disgusted wif these guys. My dear santa g, ur life will definitely b better n happier coz u haf every reason 2 rejoice tat u've seen his true colours early enough. And i hope u'll master e skill of turning HIM into big balloon aft watching harry potter. Wahahaha! Hmm hot air balloon will b nice too. *winks*

Advice to guys reading this, dun ever mess ard wif women. Coz u'll haf ur share of desserts in e end. And aft tat i wun pity u. Neither will i sympathise wif u. I'll say, " U DESERVE it!"

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 11:56 PM

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Friday, November 18, 2005

A not-so-PERFECT-DAY

I tink yan is pretty gd at cheering me up at times. Perhaps tat wasnt her intention, but smhow smtimes e things she does do bring me a smile n make me feel better despite e fact tat she likes 2 annoy me or trick me too much. And i always fall for her stupid old trick! Once in a while, she'll bluff me tat she finished all e food, including my share, coz she 4gt i'm coming home 4 dinner. And i'll stupidly believe her. When i'm abt 2 wah lau her or turn angry, she'll den say "aiya bluff u 1 lah." haha childish.. Usually she'll choose e days when i return home late feeling super duper hungry to use tat old trick on me. Out of 10 times, i'll be fooled 6-8 times. Yaya tats hw dumb i can get at times. Haha!

Tis naughty sis of mine nw taking 'o' levels, left one last paper nxt wk. Finally.. if not, me n caren always get tortured by her.. cant haf proper sleep coz her alarm keeps ringing wif tat stupid sly's song in e middle of e nite n e lights in our room will be switched on till dawn breaks. Once in a while e kpo her will read my blog. So nw i gt a msg for her though i tink there's a high possibility tat she wun c tis.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" in advance! I'm e FIRST 2 wish u okie. And dun ask for present till i get my pay for my nxt job.

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Juz nw xn called 2 ask if i able 2 take up tis job when i finish my exams. Dunno is her company or wat.. But is at jurong leh??!!! My gdness.. I din ask much details coz i dun wan travel so far 2 wrk during e holis. Den a couple of days j told me abt a job which preferably require 2 start in november if possible. But i told her my paper will only finish on 1st dec. So she say nid 2 let her boss noe n will contact me again. My exams finish at lousy timing.. i hope wun thwart my chances of finding a job in dec.

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I gt tis habit of ordering e same food i like or listening to my fav song repeatedly. Quite predictable. Juz like i'll usually eat laksa or ytf at e arts canteen, ordering mocha fruppucino at starbucks or if i like tat song i'll keep playing tat particular song on my playlist. And my sisters will b so irritated coz i make them so sick of hearing tat song. And there's a period of time i keep listening 2 JJ's dou jiang you tiao till my dad cant stand me. Hahaha! As for tis song, perfect day frm stef's latest album, i was surprised when my dad says he likes it lor. Haha not bad leh, he can actually sing a few lines. Hope everyday will be a perfect day!

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 8:38 PM

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

"OPEN THE DOOR! OPEN THE DOOR! I'M HERE FOR MY DARLING!!"

Early in e morn woken up by e din created outside.. Juz b4 i feel like getting up n shout out of e window tell them i cant sleep when they r making so much noise. Den i rem 2day is ah ling's big day. The groom n his brothers haf come for the bride. Since he is frm holland, he dun really noe e tradition n can hear uncle(ling's father hu frequently smokes near e doorstep outside my hse, tat uncle) telling him tat he cant enter w/o giving ang bao.

The sisters of ling were really smart, came up wif a huge n auspicious number tat the groom haf 2 pay so tat they will let him in. The gals haf prepared a list of things tat e brothers muz do b4 they r willing 2 negotiate e amt with them. The fact tat e groom only understands dutch, eng n a little of hokkien n mandarin create a lot of laughter. He is soo cute when he apologise 2 his brothers. The amt was in US dollars, mixed wif local currency too i tink. Wooooo~ Din really catch e amt but is somewhere ard 800+++. Took them close to 45 mins 2 successfully get into e hse!

Saw ling, she's so prettty!!!! And of coz her hubby is so charming in his suit! But he perspire a lot, still not used 2 local climate. Luckily they r gg stay in holland n not spore. My dad call him ang mo dan (rambutan in hokkien). Haha! My parents gonna attend their wedding dinner 2nite at OCC. Heard is a posh countryclub. Congratulations ling!!

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 8:08 AM

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Finally the last presentation is over!! I'm soo nervous yet excited abt it since last nite. Din really sleep well coz i'm scared will be stumped during Q & A. And i actually had diarhhoea in e morning lor. Haha too nervous liao..

Anyway i tink my grp did quite well lah. Everyone put in their best, our team spirit again. But somehow i feel our tutorial mates were way tooo nice 2 our grp, compared to others. Coz others all gt shoot mani mani qns but ours still q manageable. They v cute lor, still gif suggestions on paper 2 signal us can include in our ans.. Haha i'll nv 4get tat funny scene.

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I juz watched tis show on scv. Tis show is sthg like kang xi lai le. 2nite's special guest is my favourite SYZ! Luckily caren switched on e tv n excitedly shouted gt SYZ 2 me. But i miss 15 mins of e show.. By nw i tink most pple know abt her breakup wif her bf already. She's my great idol, a strong woman n a lot of things i'm really impressed wif her. The thing i'm most jealous of her is the amount of money she make! HAhaha! Juz like wat ting told me b4, her song - perfect day, shld change e lyrics to "I haf a big house" instead of "I want a big house". Haha..

A lot of personal qns were posed 2 her, n as usual, she was rather frank with her answers. In some aspects such as views on marriage and definition of happiness, we do share similar tinking. In some pt of life, perhaps when u see pple(esp close ones) ard u getting married, u do envy them n perhaps in ur heart tinking or trying to foresee when's ur turn likely 2 be. Haha! But tat kinda envy is short-lived. Its a very momentary thing tat strikes u only 4 a short while n very soon tat kinda envy is replaced wif other more stuff which will make u feel " hmm.. is not tat gd as wat i haf initially tot 2 b".. And e host asked a funny qn, "hw come gals like 2 set an age tat they want 2 be married when they r young, as in still a kid?" Alrite not tat i gt tink of an age when i was a kid lah.. i only tink if same as my mama will b gd. BUT tat was when i was still a kid tats y i tink tat way. Haha anyway i was tinking.. dun u guys (when u r still a little boy) do e same, ever tink at which age u wanna get married? Similarly, i do agree wif her tat pple change overtime. Might be due 2 their experiences, their encounters and thus resulting a new opinion or perception. Wat u tink is ideal in e past may not be so now...

The only thing which SYZ can accept but i dun really like is buying 2nd hand stuff such as clothes or bags. I prefer 1st hand. Juz like i prefer 1st hand cars rather den 2nd hand. Though vintage cars seems cool. Hmm.. Books i dun mind 2nd hand. Seldom read anyway. Haha!

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Wrking at expo tmr.. keep slipping off my mind.. Imagine rong tmr morn call me n i'm still in dreamland. Haha!

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 11:55 PM

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Went jean's hse aft lesson 2day as both of us r supposed 2 do e brochure for tis thurs presentation. Know her for so long, 2day get 2 noe her better. Gt so mani topics 2 tok abt on e bus journey n over our dinner, frm her upcoming bangkok trip to her modelling jobs to our past experiences of retaking a levels n schooling days. Din noe she's so ah lian in e past.. Hahaha!

Juz in case.. Before reaching her plc, i asked if she gt keep any pets. Luckily only 1 big cat, doraemon. Haha! The lift at her blk a bit scary, like gg breakdwn tat type.. Feel quite compressed inside. Anyway, aft getting our wrk dwn, we head dwn 2 JP for dinner. She's a bit surprised 2 hear tat is my 1st time there. Is kinda farrrrrrr frm hougang afterall mah.. Took an hr+ 2 reach home frm boon lay aft tat.. Not bad liao, i tot it'll b even longer.

Thanks gal, i quite enjoy our conversation n my stay at ur hse 2day!

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

So Many Nice Songs

Yest was the Spore Hits Awards organise by 933. Din noe there's such a lame lame group call themselves "zi ran juan" (self-roll-up - translated by me) Hahaha! Nowadays these pop bands lifespan v short, esp boy bands. I rem last time i like jerry yen v much, nw his grp like disappear.

Yeah yeah yeah yanzi won a total of 4 awards. I tink she look v gd for both outfit. Though i haven get her album (coz i wanna buy e gai ban version), her latest album songs seem nicer den e previous one. I like wan mei de yi tian (my dad likes tis song too!), yan lei cheng shi, honey honey, ying xing ren etc. All very nice!

Another person hu win q a few awards is the talented n cute JJ. Emil Chow is rite, when JJ smiles his dimple is so cute. I tink JJ is really cool when he smiles n sings while playing e piano. Mesmerizing indeed. Btw, during emil chow's performance, i get e feeling he is at a charity show. Tats so his style manz.. I like his new song, "wo men bu ku" is nice!

Some pple say such ceremony kelong 1, hu ever attend definitely wun go back empty handed. But i dun really care lah.. coz as long as the pple i like get e awards, i'm happy! Anyway a lot of e award winners who get 2 go on stage, sang songs which i like v much. (zhi zu by mayday!!) Woo~

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Went out studying wif ting n zhen tis afternoon. Omg.. so much 2 study n i gt so mani stuff dun understand. Shit!!!! (Hmm suddenly i tot of tat msn icon)
I'm listening to jay's latest album - November's Chopin. Nice songs in there!! All thanks to ting's sis!!

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 9:15 PM

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Friday, November 04, 2005

Last episode of 9pm show 2day, "a promise for tomorrow". Tis show almost every episode will make me feel kinda sad or touched. Spiderman = shi bai de nan ren. Hahaha.. And i like e theme song sang by mayday v much!(Below require encoding- chinese simplified)

知足 - 五月天

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能觉得足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 10:00 PM

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i want the lyrics.. but duno why my computer can't read the lyrics here.. so when u online.. send me the lyrics k..

posted by Anonymous
12:12 PM, November 05, 2005

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Tis morn i board a crowded 151. I dun like crowded bus, esp when early in e morn i'm still sleepy. Coz tat will mean i gotta stand thru'out e journey. But aft a while, juz when i tot i was so lucky 2 get a seat tis morn, i was so wrong manz!

I sat beside tis uncle. Den juz when i was abt 2 close my eyes, i sense him sitting nearer & he keep fidgeting. . I decided 2 shift out discreetly. Dunno y at tat instant i recall my fren telling me 2 beware of such pple on bus, in case he is some pervert. So i decided 2 stay awake 4 e whole journey. Alrite alrite, u may tink i'm being rather over-sensitive here since is like broad day-light n e bus is crowded so wat can happen rite, but i tink is better 2 play safe.

Suddenly.. i sense him turning his head in my dirn. Wah lau tis mad man! He keep lookin at me but when i turn 2 look at him, he'll look away. If not bcoz e bus is so crowded, i wld haf really changed seats. It so happened tat i haf a fren sitting in front, n turned ard 2 tok 2 me. If not, i dun tink i able 2 tahan e whole journey wif tis ah siao. Tis siao eh, alighted at clementi. By den i'm already reaching campus soon lor n thanks 2 him i cant nap on e bus. I wonder y do i always bump into ah siao be it on streets or on bus. Dunno hw mani times of such encounters liao. Scary...

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Last nite when i was all ready 2 hop in bed, my hp ring. Is 12+ so i was tinking hu can tat b. Surprisingly, is hunky. Rare visitor huh.. tot he gt serious matter or wat.. Glad 2 hear frm him tat he is doing well wif his gal n survived e honeymoon period.. Wait till e 2nd assessment i've set 4 him. Hahaha!! Being so happily blessed wif love nw, juz as i've expected, he start his preaching tat is high time i shld accept his "trial n error" theory n i'm not young anymore blah blah blah. Hunky u'r getting naggy ok. Haha.. Like i've said, i dun like underground r/s so i'll definitely wun b secretive abt tat when i've found my prince charming. =)

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 8:08 PM

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Yest went guan yin temple wif mama coz exams coming. Perhaps its a public holi, everywhere so crowded. We set off early noon n the bus(147) is crowded wif so many old pple n u-noe hu(dun wanna sound racist here if not later kena sue). When i alighted den realise so mani pple, esp those old ah mah, all heading 2 same plc..

Den aft tat acc her go shopping as she's not wrking. OG is really the paradise for aunties.. So mani aunties shopping inside there! N my mum like 2 watch those pots n pans demo. Faintz. At home gt so mani pots, woks, pans etc.. Anyway, there r mani times she buy liao nv use. So i'll always discouraged her frm buying new ones if i'm wif her, by giving all negative comments. I tink these promoters muz haf hated me. Hahahaha!!

N we shop shop shop.. frm OG to bugis v to parco bugis.. ard 6 plus, both of us v tired liao so decided 2 go home 4 dinner. Suggested taking cab n even offer 2 pay e fare coz gt so mani shopping bags 2 carry plus rarely go shopping wif my mama but she insisted on taking bus. So i gt no choice!

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Tmr's my dad's bday n so coincidentally is a public holi. Nxt wk is caren's n e following wk is yan's. I'm in a family of scorpions, wif me being e only cancerian. I was told cancerians get along v well wif scorpions n pisces. Haha true 2 some extent. Anyway, i dun exactly believe totally in such horo compatibility, coz i tink there's always exceptions. I like 2 read those prediction horoscope for e day/mth on magazines but smtimes if i dun like wat it says, i'll tink.. "chey.. not accurate one lor" Hahahaa!

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 10:00 PM

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i was at Bugis on tuesday but i am there only at night after u left.. U get along with scropio ar.. Libra can only selectively get along with scropio..cos hor the horoscope say Libra got too much charming traits until some scropio always wanna bite them cos they very get very jealous easily.. Somemore hor, in those Taiwan's entertainment show.. Ah ya that time say most bad people are from scropio.. Scropio very possessive plus aggressive so these traits make them very head-strong.. so most murderer are scropio.. haa..
But still i got a few close frens from scropio..

posted by Anonymous
10:34 AM, November 03, 2005

Most murderers are scorpions?? Sound so scary.. esp my whole family r scorpions. Whahaha!!! But i do agree tat mani scorpions r possesive n headstrong.

posted by Anonymous
9:01 PM, November 03, 2005

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Guys - Before & After

Last nite had a long chat wif a fren n 4gt hw we gt on the topic of guys aft getting attached become zhong se qing you. N somehow i was reminded of a guy fren who is sthg like tat. B4 he was attached, he was rather nice 2 me. He wld call me once in a while, asking me out, regular chats on msn etc. The way he tok 2 me was at a comfortable level. In fact my impression of him then was q gd coz i find him v knowleageable n i learn a lot of things frm him. He likes 2 tell me abt politics stuff when he noes i noe nuts abt it. Of coz he incorporate his politics knowledge 2 our conversation was for a cause. Usually there's an underlying meaning he wanna convey 2 me aft knowing wat happened 2 me, on hw i cld haf handled certain situations or etc. Sometimes i get him, other times i dun. Tat kinda impress me coz my guy frens usually like 2 tok abt soccor or ns.

What i'm not happy was his changed of attitude aft he gt attached. He began to msg me less n didnt call me up anymore. Dun b mistaken, the reduced smses he sent me or the zero fone calls was not wat i mind. (Alrite, perhaps initially i wasnt used 2 it) Of coz i understand nw tat he is attached, most of his time will b devoted 2 his gal (i noe it happens to both guys n gals when they r in love) but wat i'm bothered is his attitude lor. He began to become hostile (hmm i dunno if hostile is e rite wrd) 2 me whenever we chat on msn n even like to use words such as "go n die lah" whenever i commented on sthg which in a way was opposing his idea. Okie e "go n die" part perhaps was his favourite line he enjoy using on me whenever we chat. I was unhappy wif the fact tat he come n initiate a msn chat 2 ask me sthg, n aft i replied, he used tat "go n die" line n twist e meaning of my wrds. Tat happened a few times. I gt fed up once which happened i'm in bad mood tat time n i told him hw unfair it was 2 make such accusations of me.. I mean if u come n initiate a chat wif somebody, will u irritate e person by twisting every wrd he/she tell u even aft explaining tat was a mis-interpretation made by him/her?

Well anyway, we r nw neither keeping in contact n is gd tat i dun c him in sch lately. Come 2 tink of it, i tink most of my guy frens whom i get along quite well r like tat. Our contact wif each other definitely have lessened coz they r busy wif their gal or perhaps they r afraid their gal will b jealous (hahaha!), but the thing is they dun treat me wif such drastic change in attitude. And i appreciate tat.

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 8:03 AM

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You can always initate the contact mah..From what you say, quite unfair to your guy frens..

posted by giggsy
11:06 PM, November 07, 2005

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