It is often thru the actions tat pple betray their love and concern hidden for somebody, behind those sharp and jibing words to each other.
"Think b4 saying anything, coz if not, it's gg to come out wrong n unintentional. We wouldnt wan tat, wld we?"
Sometimes we stay at a spot to rest, to enjoy the scenery. But the world dun wait for us, so we haf to keep gg.
No point mulling over e lossess.
It aint gg to be recoverable, not anymore.
Even if it does, is not gg to be e same, not anymore.
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Last night, when i look into e mirror while i was brushing my teeth.. *Gasp* I suddenly recalled wat clar told me e other time, tat i shld make it a pt to look at myself in e mirror everynight juz b4 i go to bed.
Damn.. In my mind, i find myself nodding to all the things he had said abt me.
hahaha..... time n tide wait for nobody..... how true n how sad it is..... treasure ur time n ur age..... Have a great week!!
posted by Anonymous 8:14 AM, October 30, 2006
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I'm so full n bloated. Juz came back frm a wedding dinner. Its Good Fren's chu lian qing ren's wedding (whom i remotedly tink is consider my fren coz i only met her once last dec) held at chevron. His fren, aka the bride, look a bit like dbs joann. And the groom doesnt look like he is 3 yrs older. Not implying e bride look old but I tink is e groom gt baby face. And so yar.. make e bride as if same age as e groom. Hahaha.. Oooh can tell the bride's parents quite like Good Fren, no wonder his food portion at his camp always more than others (her parents wrking at e canteen).
The dinner started only at 9pm, we 2 were soooo hungry. Food was not bad and had a few glasses of both red n white wine. Didnt ask for beer coz we tink if we anyhow mix, sure drunk. I tink the food service a bit lousy and portioning of food oso lousy. Perhaps i shld be more empathetic and not keep complaining abt others coz i used to be quite a lousy portion divider back at westin. Haha! Wat else.. The yum seng was a little weak also. Mayb everyone waited too long n was too hungry n so cant b bothered to join in e yum seng.
Frm our conversation, i tink Good Fren's mentality a bit like the 9pm Norman. Nxt time his gal gotta be real patient wif him. He was saying his closer frens better not get marry within tis few yrs if not sure v shiong coz a lot of ang baos to gif. Hehe but my case dun worry lah huh, there's still plenty of time for u to save up for my wedding. Hmm unless is shotgun den mayb no choice lor. Oopssss..
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I tink i cant stay outdoor too long when there's a bad haze. Juz like early tis morn when i was out shooting video for a proj, i feel very lethargic after tat. I tink i breathe in too much harmul toxic air. And yea decided to skip sch all together aft tat. Go home and sleeep a few hrs and tada i'm ok again!
I'm so glad my dad finally manage to fix e aircon, is rather hot n humid these days. Is so hard to get to sleep past few nights. But yeah tonight guess i'll b able to have a good sleep.
Yar besides e normal preaching session (on love n reminders tat i'm not getting younger etc. Can u believe it, tat he actually haf the sdu and family helpline service number ready for me. Coz he tink is gg be handy for me someday) he wld gif and i had to endure whenever i meet him, other things abt him all very not him yesterday.
He was well dressed up (smart casual). I didnt even notice him when i reach, till i caught smbody grinning weirdly at me at e bus stop.
So tats e 1st unusual thing abt him.
We crapped a lot usually, and we r not those who will confide in each other type.
Besides updating each other on wat we've been busy wif, he talked abt his problems. Briefly.
So tats unusual, coz he is not e kind who will talk to me abt his personal probs or comment negatively abt his r/s or his shanghainese gf (always praise her till reaching heaven like tat).
Guys when troubled usually revolved ard two things, woman or money.
Yea and so he was very troubled and i guess he really needed to talk abt his probs to someone and i happened to be available. We chat at grapevine (i was apologetic coz my hp was a little unusually noisy tat nite so he sense e signal and tink i better get gg.) till he missed e last bus n gotta take cab dwn to meet his bros for nxt drinking session.
"you knw, there r certain things u can only tell ur fren but not ur family nor ur gf. So tats very fan"
Yea dude, i knw tat.
And in my mind, i'm thinking, "Dun u tink there r certain things perhaps u cant tell anybody (coz of the implications that it will bring). Tat wld b even more fan lor"
I hope things wld turned out fine for him n his family.
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I've watched The Departed, the english version of the hk movie, Infernal Affairs, storyline same but perhaps e twist abt the address is quite good. I think is quite a nice show worth watching though clar felt tat it is lousier than the chinese one. ***********
haha i wanna make it more exclusive a bit. Blogger gt tis new version, but if change is gg b irreversible. Or perhaps i shld juz dump blogger n change to a new platform.
Dun sad k, i oso same as u. Want to graduate fast.
These days i've been like quite happy actually, though some bizarre things r happening.
But then the pple ard me like quite opposite. There’s certainly been a lot of sadness around me for quite sometime alrdy, and I seemed to be a little immune.
So e distraught caller may haf regretted calling me or find me v boring to haf a person on the other line, having answers like "oh..", "ya", "uh huh" most of the time and worse still, throw back e question, "then how".
I'm definitely the lousiest person u haf turned to if u'r waiting for me to gif some sound advice, during this period of time in particular.
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Yea so these days i've gt a short break frm the projects shiet. (very soon the nxt round gonna start)
Been meeting up wif a few frens whom i've not seen or tok to for smtime lately and perhaps the nxt few days too, if nthg cropped up.
Still contemplating if i shld go wif Good Fren to e party(or dunno wat celebration) nxt wk, coz a bit out of e way leh. Shld i or shld i not go? Wat shld i wear if i'm gg?
Den Fiona's ROM in nov. Hee finally settled wif na hw much we shld gif her.
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Hehe is time to watch some movies! Got wat lousy shows u watched alrdy pls inform me b4 i watch them, or nice shows tat u tink i'll like pls recommend k!
May the hazy days be gone soon. Dun go jogging these days alrite. Take care everyone!
There r times i'm quite amused by my frens. Juz bcoz i'm studying real estate as my course, they really assume i noe a lot related to RE. Quite sometime ago, an ex-schmate ask me for help on the retail rental rates of a particular shopping mall for a project tats he is doing.
Then today another fren called and ask me for help.
Clar: Did u learn abt valuation in RE?
Me: Yea learnt b4.
Clar: Wow very good!
Me: Wat v good, i gt lousy grades
Clar: Hee u learnt b4 can alrdy lah. My parents planning to sell the hse, help me see hw much is my unit worth. U noe rite??
Me: Errrr... wait wait. I dunno leh. LOL
Clar: Dun like tat lah, i buy u dinner aft tat.
Me: No, not i dun wan help u. Is i dunno hw to value ur unit. Yes i learnt valuation, but i not qualified valuer. Get it anot?
Clar: Cheyyyyyy.. Den u gt lobang anot? Those who will help to value for free. Hehe..
Me: I dun haf such close connection wif any valuers. Mayb in future lor, when i've gt frens in tat line. Hehe..
Welcome to mY wOrLd. My ThOuGhTs.
My RaMbLiNgS, mY rUbBiSh..
Thanx..
For being there when i needed u..
For listening w/o judging & knowing w/o asking..
For keeping even e tiniest secrets safe..
For making me luff, encouraging me..
For taking me as hu I am..
And for the many ways tat ur frenship has touched my life!
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