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Thursday, September 22, 2005

It was ladies nite @ Club Momo yest n I went there wif my galfrens plus JL n his fren. Now den i noe its not fun 2 get drunk, coz the after-effect is so terrible. 1st time getting so drunk and is such a horrible feeling tat I hope it will never ever happen again. Guessed i drink too fast n too much, countless gin tonic in particular. (An important note to G: Dun ever get drunk 2 numb ur sadness, coz u'll suffer in e end)

Actually I tink frm e moment tat I was quite drunk till I vomit, nw i can only recall tat ting was sitting outside wif me n aft tat took cab home wif nana + zhen. Luckily I din puke inside e cab ah, if not e uncle is gg 2 swear at me. By the time I reached home, according to my mum, it was already 3.30am. I was trying hard 2 b discreet coz i dun wanna wake my family up n more imptly, dun wan my parents 2 noe i'm tat drunk. BUT my mum saw me. Luckily she didnt realise coz i was busy removing e makeup etc. n i seemed fine. Oh 1 more thing, e idea of sleeping in e toilet come 2 my mind when i was having my shower last nite. It really sucks 2 the core when u r feeling so sleepy, yet u nid 2 bathe n get changed but at e same time u cant stop retching.

So frm last nite till tis morning i keep feeling nausea n headache, a little hangover. I feel as if i'm pregnant suffering frm e morning sickness during pregnancy. I took a bite on the bread n i feel like vommiting again. My mum sensed sthg wrg. N she tot i gt DENGUE! Lolz! Coz lately a few residents ard my vicinity got it so she suspected so n wanted me 2 see a doc. In e end, bcoz i do not want 2 go.. I told her e truth. Was expecting a bad scolding frm my mum but surprisingly, she only chided me 4 gg out till so late n drinking tat much. I took another shower in e morn n went back to bed. My mum woke me up coz she haf prepared some ginseng tea n porridge. I noe she cares n @ tat moment i really feel my mama is e best mother in e world. Now, i'm feeling so much better, so much sober. Later can go out again! Hahaha! AND A BIG NOTE 2 ALL: SORRY 4 THE LATE REPLY & THKS SO MUCH!

PS: I dun like e techno music tat MoMo plays

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 3:28 PM

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wah, good fren! go clubbing bo jio lor! still go club momo somemore! haha! beri good got drunk! aiya..go drink some honey water, will makes u feel better. hhmm, tot there is playing R&B..

posted by giggsy
9:27 PM, September 22, 2005

Wei good fren! Mayb muz change to calling u bad fren liao. I sore throat u ask me drink honey, hangover oso drink honey??? Haha but i'm fine already!!

posted by Anonymous
8:12 PM, September 23, 2005

Yoz!! Hahaa!! How you know how a pregnant woman with morning sickness feel like ah?!?!?

posted by Cloud
1:08 AM, September 26, 2005

Ahaha.. aiya those tv drama always show wat. So i assume is sthg like tat.

posted by Anonymous
12:54 AM, October 02, 2005

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS

You are tired of the various 'ups' and 'downs' of life at this time. If only you could win a lottery - or better still, be the heir to a large inheritance which would allow you to afford a life of absolute luxury. This day dreaming will shortly pass and whether you like it or not, sooner or later you will have to face reality.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

For some time now you may have been subjected to considerable physical illness and or emotional distress. This may have taken a severe toll and you feel both physically and mentally worn out. Your self esteem has been reduced and you now need a peaceful environment which will permit you to effect full recovery.

You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

You are feeling helpless. The fact that you are unable to control events that are going on around you is subjecting you to considerable stress. This can, if not relieved, cause muscle spasms or hypertension. It would seem that you are, for whatever the reason, being subjected to intolerable pressures. The complete environment would appear to be hostile. It would also seem that you are being driven against your will. You feel - and perhaps quite rightly so - that unreasonable demands are made of you but more to the point you feel as if you are powerless to control the situation or protect yourself in any way. At this time you feel utterly helpless.

Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

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Wow quite accurate huh! Try tis
MOOD ANALYSIS TEST

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

R u waiting 4 e same thing as me? Sem BREAK is coming!! I'm dying of suffocation already. Actually to b precise, is not exactly a break.. More of catching up on my readings n doing projects. Yes those damn projects driving us mad, creating sm tensions among us. Argh busy time nw n ahead.. But e best part is my jie meis haf organised sthg great nxt wk, n i'm gg 2 enjoy myself tat day! To be updated...

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Friday, September 09, 2005

Went for tis health screening tis morn @ suntec. Okie overall e results show tat i'm healthy!! The blood pressure, cholestrol level n body fat all fall under the desirable range. Only my BMI(17.8) is lower den the healthy range(18.5-22.79) so e person say i might b having some nutritional deficiency.. Which reminds me the past few times my doctor haf already mentioned 2 me b4 n asked if i wanna buy some supplement pills. But is falling on deaf ears.. Find it a bit ex so didnt buy in e end.. Hmm nw i'm having 2nd thoughts.. mayb i shld go n buy..

There is oso tis depression anxiety n stress evaluation test. B4 i took e test, i saw a person's results on the pc screen is extremely severe n luff to rong tat e person v jialat. Guess wat? In e end, my result not much better lor.. Hahaaha! I haf a high anxiety n slightly high stress level n in moderate depression. The person advise me not to gif myself too much pressure n etc lah. But actually i'm quite doubtful abt e results leh.. coz i dun tink mine is tat serious..

Anyway if u guys r interested can go dwn tis wkend 2 suntec n haf ur health screening done FOC. Though is juz some basic checks, at least better den nthg rite.. when u'r healthy, u'r happy. And some1 corrected me n said i'll prefer tis, "when u'r healthy, u'r wealthy!"
I tink if tat is really so, ultimately i'll b happy too!

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Finally.. i managed to convinced my parents to haf the windows changed coz i believed my hse windows r affected by the new window retrofitting law, where dateline is till end of Sept! For e past few mths aft knowing abt e new law frm e lecturer last sem, haf been arguing wif them, esp my dad. Coz he says dun wan waste money n e window is in gd condition wun fall off etc. In e end, finally he gives in last nite n say ok but i muz go n call up e contractor n make all e arrangements etc. Nvm.. i'm gg 2 check out wat's e number 2 call.

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Yo Yo Yo Yo　为自己加油　
伤心放假　幸福等等我哦
恋爱节奏　要天长地久
one　two　three　four　脚步别落后哦

Da Da Da　 Do Do Do Lu Lu Lu　Da Da Da
Da Da Da　换上快乐舞步　Da Da Da

Hey Hey Hey Hey 和未来交手
抛开忧愁　世界照亮我哦
ABCD 答案是什么　跟着感觉　不用又想太多哦

Da Da Da　 Do Do Do Lu Lu Lu　　Da Da Da
Da Da Da　换上快乐舞步　Da Da Da

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Friday, September 02, 2005

Had a chat wif tis fren a few days ago, shall not disclosed hu he is.. All i can say is a fren whom i dunno well. But ended up knowing a lot of his personal probs aft the chat. Machiam like doing some counselling.. I'm bad at cheering pple up, all i can do is 2 provide a listening ear. Whenever u haf probs, as long as u'r my FRIEND, can always look 4 me. I'm just a call/sms away. If u'r prepared to talk abt it, i'll b willing 2 listen 2 u. Unless 4 some reason (Eg: I'm angry wif u etc), den i'll really ignore u. Treat urself better, dun bottled up all ur emotions if not u will suffer frm depression. Try to see things in a lighter way n u'll b happier. I noe is easier said den done. I'm guilty of falling into e trap of reproaching myself at times even when i noe some circumstances tat r beyond my control had happened. Tat is sthg i'm still learning, nobody is perfect. =)

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U gotta go to View-encoding-chinese simplified den can c the following conversation i had wif my dad juz nw.

Me: 爸，我的名意识是什么？今天那个黑人老师要我们告诉大家 then 我不懂
Him: 没有意识的 lah
Me: 不可以，每个人的名要有意识才行！有些朋友的父母帮他们取名都有意识。以前有些人问过我，但我每次都答不了。
Him: Aiya 简单 lah.. (Den i tink he's gg to be a bit crappy）以后你就讲我爸爸希望我是一片美丽的白云, 所以叫丽云
Me: 不是白云 lah，应该是乌云.. 才配合我的肤色 mah. Haha!
Him: 乌云不好.. 要像雨过天晴的白云，高兴轻松地在天空飘扬

Not bad rite.. Aft forcing him to come up wif a meaning for my name.

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 11:58 PM

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

"唉.. 懒得去管顺其自然
天空为你我而蓝
烦脑抛开脑袋空白
糊里糊涂也不坏!"

懒得去管(孙燕姿)

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I tink i'm quite distracted. Coz my concentration span seems 2 b getting shorter. Y am i dealing wif things tat r beyond my control?

somethingabtme PeN mY tHots 3:58 AM

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